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목요일, 2월 23, 2006
bored
Why issit that i always end up feeling bored whenever i have time on my hands n im all alone at home? Siann..n i know very well that i got things to do lor. Like studying for my bahasa test or doing my jap homework but i just cant seem to sit down proper n do them. I just feel so restless..

Bored bored bored..

Restless restless restless..

Seriously what kind of person am i? *scratches head* I dunno leh..from what my frens say of me, i perceive that i must be quite a bo chup person. Does that mean im a lousy fren? Hiaks..but i just cant help it. Although generally if u ask help from me i will surely give it to u..but other than that..i dunno..i wun really ask..i just feel that if u wanna tell me something u will just tell me instead of me having to ask..cos i dun feel good about invading other pple's privacy. Ok maybe im seeing the whole thing too much from my point of view. Cos personally i tend to keep to myself; thats y i always have the notion that pple will do likewise. Am i wrong to think that way?

Sianz.

Why issit that things that seem so nonchalant under normal conditions always get to u when ur emotional system is suppressed? Even the best entertainer i have doesnt seem to cheer me up. His charm must be dropping.

Double sianz.

I know perfectly well i shouldnt be grumbling. Its very bad k. It makes u feel worse than what u are supposed to feel. But i just cant stop myself from grumbling. This road is more bumpy than what i expected. N i know its the same for anyone. Nobody in this world can walk a straight path throughout his entire life. So i should be glad that i was born with 4 limbs, with 5 senses, with both parents, with whatever..in short, i should be content n not complaining away like some moron.

Self consolation never seems to work.

Triple sianz.

But nah i can only be sian for a day. The sun sets n rises as usual the next day. I should not be stubborn like a mule n let everything get to me. I still have many years infront of me to let myself wallow in self-pity..this is enuf. Life was never fair to begin with. Thats y its called Life.

Tomorrow will be a better day..


또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:41 PM